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All about... Me!

Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

My Sunshines

My Anh <3
Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3

Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)

* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

Bold as Love

hey hey sunshines! welcome to my little corner of the world wide web. beautiful isn't it? enjoy yourself!

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hey hey sunshine!

i'm back, after, like forever huh? so much has happened and so little too, funny how that works. And again, like before i really can't be bothered writing an entry, but i'll try, just for you. well, its the second week of the exams and i've only got one more; SDD, and i'm sure as hell not gonna study for that one. i'm pretty sure i did good in most of my exams, especially english. well, i hope so. i can't wait for the weekend to begin! HELLOOOO HOLIDAYS! lolz. it doesnt get any better then that.

Things these days have been beyond fucked up for everyone. tensions are rising and emotions are on high. who will survive it? who will soon realise the end is so near? hmm... its all interesting.

Schools been real shit so far, i keep getting introuble for the stupidest things. i'm starting to get this rep as a rebel. but they dont realise that i'm a rebel without a cause. theres nothing i am relatiating from or i'm standing up against. i'm jst doing what i do, and even sometimes i dont understand why i do them. thats the fucked up thing i suppose, you do things that dont make sense even to urself. i like it when things are like that, i prefer it wen the end has no meaning, there is no means to an end, so when u feel pain there is no logic to it. i enjoying drinking because my body feels light and immortal, and i like smoking things that would make ur head spin because when u look at the sky in a certain angle, with a certain shade of light, everything makes sense. and you just dont get that kind of epiphany when ur not high. but that moment is fleeting, and before i know it, the light is gone.

well i guess ur wondering, if i havent already told you about my non existent love life lolz. well i have no one "special" in mind. man, i miss that, i miss liking someone, i miss that bubbling in your stomach wenever their name is mentioned, i miss the beating of my heart in an unearthy speed. i miss love. lolz not that i ever had it anyway. but i do have lust, and i suppose thats enough for now.

there are days however, when i feel as bold as love. those days are rare though. i am as bold as love when i have an actual convo with tom (formally-known-as-mr-right) and we discuss what makes us happy and wat is truth. i enjoy those convos becuase i feel i can take one step forward with him, and in me surfaced confidence to get what i want. i am bold as love when i'm with nathan, whether we're hot 'n' heavy in the darkroom (kinky shit man! lolz) or we're crusin together in free period. Theres never a dull moment with him, he's special and in the time i spend him, perhaps surfaces in me the strength and viality to accept change. i enjoy my time with negro T even if half the time we're agruing over the stupidest things. he's easy to relate to, and sometimes wen we;re all alone i can see hints of me in him. and i'm still not sure if that scares me or not. all these moments... these boys that help me to be as bold as love.

Song Of The Moment:

Jimi Hendrix - Bold as Love:

Anger he smiles, towering in shiny metallic purple armour

Queen Jealousy, envy waits behind him

Her fiery green gown sneers at the grassy ground

Blue are the life-giving waters taken for granted,

They quietly understand

Once happy turquoise armies lay opposite ready,

But wonder why the fight is on

But they're all bold as love, yes, they're all bold as love

Yeah, they're all bold as love

Just ask the axis

My red is so confident that he flashes trophies of war andribbons of euphoria

Orange is young, full of daring,

But very unsteady for the first go round

My yellow in this case is not so mellow

In fact I'm trying to say it's frigthened like me

And all these emotions of mine keep holding me from, eh,

Giving my life to a rainbow like you

But, I'm eh , yeah, I'm bold as love

Yeah, yeah

Well I'm bold, bold as love (hear me talking, girl)

I'm bold as love

Just ask the axis (he knows everything)

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Sounds more like a poem then a song yeah? but i love it. i've gone back to writing alot lately, which is a good thing cos suddenly ideas are bubbling in my head. ah well, u gotta give them something to talk about.

Laters sunshine! and may you be as bold as love too!

::: M a g z :::

MaGz [ 6:43 pm ]

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